Where do I want to go?

I have been reading a few blogs and wow I am thrilled to see I am not alone. I can see that the internal struggle is not just mine.

So I threw a pity party you were all invited. Then I realized I don't want my blog to be a whiny diatribe.

Work was a nightmare who changes their whole communication system over night. No fall backs no instructions no testing. After spending an hour with IT because they couldn't see me but yet were talking to me.... yeah smart bunch lol. Toss in some raging hormones who take on a life of their own and that was my day.

So I decided last night. That its not Daddy's fault everything changed and the change over was like everything with work long and painful. We have a standing Wednesday night date. I put him first and it felt good.

That's the kind of submissive I want to be.

TV pillow fun

 Daddy was at the thrift store. He found a tv pillow.

Can I just say we aren't using it to make tv watching more comfortable lol. It is indeed comfortable when bent over it. I am liking my new tv pillow. We do like to collect comfy pillows. If baby girl is comfy she isn't distracted from what he is doing.

Thrift store finds you gotta love them.

Tablets not just for facebook....

 I got a new nook tablet awhile back. This little thing has caused some strife. I hear him sigh when he sees me with it thinking there she is playing games again. Ahhhh but that's not all its good for. So he has started asking me what are  you doing? Well much to his surprise he asked me what are you doing now? I was like uh oh. Then I said well if you want to see what I was doing... I clicked the tablet and what does he see. Porn I have been watching porn on my tablet. The thing is I have probably watched more than he realized.

 What kind of porn was I watching. Bondage porn is a favorite. Watching these poor girls helpless to stop all that delicious torture. I have also watched a few on squirting wondering if maybe it might be something to try. Lastly anal sex porn. So yes chicks are watching porn. I was sadly disappointed that the tablet friendly site didn't have much in the way of spanking porn. This being my all time favorite.

 The next time Daddy sees me with my tablet in the bathtub (oh yes I watch porn in the bathtub). I bet he will ask me what are you watching now?

Ginger smacks....

So I guess my problem is I want it all and I want it now. I guess you could say I had a full on tantrum.

He Was none to pleased with me.

So He says get your hair fixed and disappears for a few minutes (now this didnt even register but man it should have). Then he comes back and stacks a huge pile of pillows in the middle of the bed and i giggled and said omg you cant be serious. Mistake number 1. Not the time to be silly.

So now the restraints come out and oh how i love bondage. I am thinking well this just gets better. Now at this point im smart enough to keep my thoughts to myself. It feels so good being restrained and wow im totally exposed the pillows have the desired effect. Thats when the first smack comes. I let out a little shriek and after a few more smacks I was like what is that? He says oh that's the hair brush. Mental note I am not a fan of the hair brush im wiggling and stuggling and every blow is still landing as he pleases. Then he switches it up and I hear that familiar sound of the belt and I growl a little struggle more. Then I hear him say "so you think I haven't been thinking about you?". With that he spreads my bottom and works something in and I know almost immediately what it is and i gasp in surprise at the sensation of the ginger. Now if you never experienced this. The best way to describe it is as hot and tingly. The more you struggle the more it tends to warm up.Then he pulls out the cane and every time it makes contact the sensation increases.

So things I learned. Don't act like a spoiled brat, and always check the bags when Daddy comes back from town. He does know how to surprise me even now.

Adventures in toy buying....

Ok I never do anything half assed. I am an all in kinda girl. So remember the  rules. Buy 2 one for you one for me. OK I did one better lol. I got one for him and one we can both use. I also added a little water based lube and toy cleaner to my order.


So for us.....

I got this thunder stick.... looks like fun and I got one prostate accessory for him. I will probably order some more accessories after we give it a thorough test drive vroom vroom....

What are your thoughts on accessories for your magic wand. I have heard it can be so intense on some that maybe accessories are a good idea takes it down a little the intensity?

Nips...

Now this was the post I intended to do before our little excitement this morning.


Daddy brought these home....

So They are sitting on the table and I look over at Daddy and ask "Can I have a nip?" Then there it was that twinkle and that grin. You know the one. I indeed got a nip oh and a candy too lol.

I have to say I asked for several more nips and I wont ever look at these the same ever again.

Catastrophe averted...

We have a little fella. He is a cat who thinks he is a dog. This little fella was orphaned and was hand raised from just 2 weeks old. He was almost froze to death when we found him and I had almost given up on saving him....but i don't give up easily. Lots of time and love went into him and he is the sweetest quirkiest little guy. 

He usually sleeps with us. Last night I called him and there was no reply and I said well fine then spend the night without me to sleep on then. This morning I got up and it wasn't the usual routine. The usual routine is I let the dog out the cat follows. I put the water down for the dog and the cat goes over has some too. He is the dogs shadow. The dog was shadowless. No cat so I went now where did he get off too. I started checking everywhere. Then after I gave the house the once over I went and got Daddy going omg I cant find the little guy. 

So now the hunt is on. All those little places only the little guy can get in. Upstairs downstairs and no luck. I am starting to panic. I was so flip the night before now I am all panicked going I cant go to work not knowing where he is and that he is safe. 

Well we finally found him. He managed to get himself trapped in a cabinet for heaven sakes. I was never so relieved to see his furry little butt.

New Toys

So Daddy has a birthday coming up. We decided that maybe we would do something fun this year. Go toy shopping..... the rules are simple. We each will buy 2 one for me one for you. I personally have been looking at magic wands. There are so many attachments that can go with as well.

The plan is 5 days of fun and I will be taking a mini vacation from work to be a full time sex kitten for 5 whole days.

Time off and new toys golly you would think it was my birthday.

Welcome to my blog.

I will be blogging along with Daddy who will have his own separate blog. To view his blog click here.

Daddy and I have been together as Daddy baby girl for many years. We are finally empty nesters.

We feel now is a great opportunity to watch our relationship flourish to its full potential. Once we figure out the finer points of blogging we will hopefully learn and grow together.